July 31st, 2005

Today I get up and feel like I've been hit by a ton of bricks. I sense something is wrong. I try to sleep. I am offered breakfast, coffee and other sorts of lures to get out of bed. Nothing works. I don't move and stay sleeping as much as I can. I finally get up at 4pm and shower. My feet are numb again and deep down I have this feeling I'm going into another attack. Again, I try not to draw conclusions, especially since I just had an attack 5 months earlier. Is it too soon, I'm thinking? Is it possible?