Sunday, July 31, 2005

July 31st, 2005

Today I get up and feel like I've been hit by a ton of bricks. I sense something is wrong. I try to sleep. I am offered breakfast, coffee and other sorts of lures to get out of bed. Nothing works. I don't move and stay sleeping as much as I can. I finally get up at 4pm and shower. My feet are numb again and deep down I have this feeling I'm going into another attack. Again, I try not to draw conclusions, especially since I just had an attack 5 months earlier. Is it too soon, I'm thinking? Is it possible?

Saturday, July 30, 2005

July 30th, 2005

I am so tired. I have been at a birthday party for my friend Crissy today. I go home for a bit to rest for a nap and go back. I can barely keep awake. I don't drink very much and I am not hungry. I retreat to bed at 12am.