Dr. Francis calls today. I am now extremely pissed off as hell. It seems that when they did my original spinal tap, they didn’t test for lyme disease bacteria in my spinal fluid, which means another spinal tap is well, on tap. They schedule one tomorrow and I spend the whole day silently cursing everything in existence. At this point, I have had enough poking and prodding. I call my mother immediately after I schedule the appointment for tomorrow and I break down. I am at my ropes end. I can’t take anymore. I am mentally exhausted and this was the icing on the cake. I go to bed knowing what is ahead and I hate every minute up until then.